do i have a friend out there or do i just sit here and cry
for the life that i used to have for all my life that died?
should these secrets that always hold us back be known to the world and her?
or am i just a pawn in the game of a man, one step ahead of us?
i come undone, not for the first time
now for the last time, i'm not here
just for a minute just for this hour, just for today
just for forever, i'm not here, but i am somewhere
under the radar, i wish i was there
not under the mirror, not under the knife
i'm not a leader; i'm just here
oh, should i just let go to the credit i've earned?
do the people who used to cheer our names still care enough to come
to see our show at a dive in the middle of nowhere hole?
or am i just a worthless pawn to man who's never known the joy?
i come undone, not for the first time
now for the last time, i'm not here
just for a minute just for this hour, just for today
just for forever, i'm not here, but i am somewhere
under the radar, i wish i was there
not under the mirror, not under the knife
i'm not a leader; i'm just here
credits
from echocomplexities,
released August 2, 2014
aaron - sads
dylan - glads
brill - paper or plastic bags?
analog synth on transition - ben fucking spees
Brill's band that he plays guitar in, this band is his magnum opus. proggy swirly rock n roll with some of the best guitar solos and sexy vocals bangbakc
An absolute masterpiece - So glad I've come across these guys. I dare you to listen to Placeholder under the influence of a few drinks and tell me it isn't one of the best musical experiences of your life. Meshuggahboy
WE SURE GAVE THE DEVIL A BAD RAP
FOR BEIN' THE ONE TO TEACH US HOW TO FUCK
Love songs for the animal in each of us. Highly recommended for feasts. Sean McGuire
This DC shoegaze group work like fog, bringing in ephemeral melodic layers that swirl together to become something surprisingly heavy. Bandcamp New & Notable May 23, 2018